Something unexpected happen on the morning of New Years 2012. Perfect clarity manifested within me.
It was early morning and I was laying in bed beside my wife. I heard her breathing, in and out and it reminded me of waves on a beach, rushing in and going out. It also reminded me of the perfect harmony of the seasons. In spring the Earth is reborn, an event mirrored in Autumn when it begins to go into its long Winter rest, itself mirrored by the full flowering of Summer.
I had pondered the words of Krishnamurti and many other philosophers about the relationship between awareness of an object with that of the seer for many years. This became clear to me on this morning.
And then it all became clear. I realized that awakening, contrary to the statements of many, is not a matter of grace, but of something far more tangible, although very difficult.
I realized that there are two laws to clarity. They are:
- that the extent of one’s dependence on belief is directly proportional to one’s identification with lack; and,
- the seer, the seen, and the process of seeing are entirely of the body and it is the body that is the story-teller.
I cannot communicate this realization through my blog. I can only do it directly and even then I’m not sure whether it can be done.
So I will only pass this realization and the path to it through consultations.
If you think I’m doing this for financial reward, then think that. Who am I to stop you? If you refuse to sacrifice for this realization, then you would just be a beggar demanding that what others had toiled for you want for nothing. What you get for nothing you will fail to value.
While the teaching may result in some transcendence of what we may have thought of as the “personal” in our experience, it is utterly personal and direct in its transmission. This is why it can’t really work as a blog post. I would demean it and make it irrelevant were I to try putting it into words for everyone.
But more than anything else it is NOT a matter of words. Words are, in fact, an obstacle to full understanding, but they are the portal to understanding.
A teaching crafted for the masses is not this type of teaching. This is not for the masses. It is for you. And very, very few of you will understand. Nearly everyone is hungry for a better belief, a better “me”. There are many people who will give that away. Go to them. They are easily found.
To understand this you need to be willing to give up everything. Many will say they want only to sacrifice, but when it comes to understanding, they will resist with all their might. This teaching is not for them.
If you are truly committed to understanding, then contact me. We will talk about it with absolutely no obligation on either of our parts to go forward. I need to see if you’re ready for this. Then, and only then, will we proceed.
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